It is something I know a lot of us suffer with; be it the Social or Global kind. The added pressure of routine, commitment & most people not understanding the impact it has on our lives, results in a lot of us being withdrawn or turning into total recluses.
I can’t remember a number of times I’ve been back to my doctor, asking for different pills & medication just to feel ‘normal’, if only for 1 day a week. It has swallowed me slowly over the years and I am in so deep I’m not sure I can ever get out. It’s dark in here too; my thoughts my only company. Sometimes I see a small light but it’s generally just a friend coming inside to check up on me; they never stay long though. Why? Is it me? What have I done wrong? STOP!
It’s torture; I can’t control it as well as I used to, no matter how much I’m medicated. What do you do to get through ‘episodes’ of it all? Share your stories below, I like knowing I’m not alone in this dark, cold tunnel.